WHY??WHY??WHY??


WHY are u acting like someone i can trust??
WHY are u making me look so stupid??
WHY do u get mad when i talk to u abt ur OWN
problems??
WHY is it that when i get angry bcos of ur OWN
mistakes, u get mad at me and at the end i'm the
one who has to say sorry??
WHY?? WHY?? WHY??
i trusted u. i tried to be a good friend to u. i did everything i
could to please u, even if it's not worth doing. i've kept my anger
bcos i know it will lead to disaster. i always reflect every mistakes
i made to u, which are sometimes not even my own
wrong doing.


how come if i have mistakes its like a VERY VERY VERY
big deal to u, even though i didn't do it purposely??
ARE u that PERFECT??
am i always the WRONG ONE??
i did everything jus to change to someone ur more
comfortable to be with, even if i don't like it.
BUT how come u don't have to change some of ur
attitude that bothers me even jus a tiny bit??
I'm tremendously HAPPY to be ur friend
but sometimes i don't think that u feel the same way
for me too.
sometimes i can sense that u don't like it when i'm around
just even sitting beside u is like not very comfortable
for u.
STOP ACTING!!
U dont know how hard it is to find a friend in
this new place and how hard it is to being close
to someone whose just acting to be ur friend.

my left eye is soo swollen.. i can only see half in my left eye

its so painful.. my mom tells me to rest it..

but i'm toooooo tired of resting alr.. i've been sleeping

the whole day..

been stuck inside the house the whole day... got nothing

much to do.. miss my friends and to tell u the truth i

miss school.. i miss 4Gs, Red Cross, Dramalites

Guys hope u get to see and read this.. miss u all

not soo happy and not soo sad day yesterday...

the moment i woke up my mother started

nagging abt me not cleaning my room...

so my day started not so great...

i plugged the vacuum and let it suck all

the dust bunnies under my bed... which also

triggered my allergies and sneezed non-stop

until i stopped cleaning... sheesh... ,=(

then i did some cross-stitching to

let the time fly but out of nowhere

my father went into my room and told me

to cut, mince and dice the ingredients

for the spaghetti that my mom wants

to cook... soo i chopped, diced, minced for

1 1/2 hour.. and when i released the knife

i cant move my right hand properly...

then i watched AVATAR.. it was freakn

AWESOME.. and i realized that the movie

was soo great that it defeated TITANIC's rates

hahahaha... i recommend all of u to watch

AVATAR... with spaghetti and coke...

hahaha

then me and my family went to church

and after the mass i went to this bakery

and bought 10 mini sugar-coated doughnuts

yuuuhhmmm... then we went to northpoint

and bought some fries, nuggets and

2 double choc frappe in mcdonalds

yuuhhmmm... =)

then my parents decided to buy a new

camera (samsung 150 sumthing which has

a small screen bside the lenses)cool.. and

also a blender...ahaha... my mother got

addicted to the frappe we bought in mccafe

so she wants to make some for herself

hahahaha.... =D

then watched AVATAR again...hahaha.....

then went to sleep... =)

TODAY...

i have to leave home by 2:15 for my

drama training in the school's mph..

so bye...=)

marissa invited me to come to SENTOSA

which i'm really thankful..=)

then me and jun wei was so early that we jus

walk arnd vivo for half an hour... hahaha

then met with marissa... then harris and erra..

the queue for the train to sentosa is very damn long

so we met first with miguel and bought some

snacks and went to the bus interchange in

front of vivo... then nabil and tisha came...

the 8 of us bought tickets and went to the

very very very long queue but at least

the queue is fast... i sms with HIM the whole trip

to the resort... NICE... then after we alight the

bus we met wera with his family and he

decided to come with us..hahaha.. then

the fun has started...hihihihi =D

digging a hole with the help of wera's talent..haha
erra building her EMPIRE... ahhaha=D me and marissa.. i'm wearing tisha's sunglasses by the way smiles with teesh... =) tisha building her trench.. =)