WHY??WHY??WHY??


WHY are u acting like someone i can trust??
WHY are u making me look so stupid??
WHY do u get mad when i talk to u abt ur OWN
problems??
WHY is it that when i get angry bcos of ur OWN
mistakes, u get mad at me and at the end i'm the
one who has to say sorry??
WHY?? WHY?? WHY??
i trusted u. i tried to be a good friend to u. i did everything i
could to please u, even if it's not worth doing. i've kept my anger
bcos i know it will lead to disaster. i always reflect every mistakes
i made to u, which are sometimes not even my own
wrong doing.


how come if i have mistakes its like a VERY VERY VERY
big deal to u, even though i didn't do it purposely??
ARE u that PERFECT??
am i always the WRONG ONE??
i did everything jus to change to someone ur more
comfortable to be with, even if i don't like it.
BUT how come u don't have to change some of ur
attitude that bothers me even jus a tiny bit??
I'm tremendously HAPPY to be ur friend
but sometimes i don't think that u feel the same way
for me too.
sometimes i can sense that u don't like it when i'm around
just even sitting beside u is like not very comfortable
for u.
STOP ACTING!!
U dont know how hard it is to find a friend in
this new place and how hard it is to being close
to someone whose just acting to be ur friend.

my left eye is soo swollen.. i can only see half in my left eye

its so painful.. my mom tells me to rest it..

but i'm toooooo tired of resting alr.. i've been sleeping

the whole day..

been stuck inside the house the whole day... got nothing

much to do.. miss my friends and to tell u the truth i

miss school.. i miss 4Gs, Red Cross, Dramalites

Guys hope u get to see and read this.. miss u all