WHY??WHY??WHY??


WHY are u acting like someone i can trust??
WHY are u making me look so stupid??
WHY do u get mad when i talk to u abt ur OWN
problems??
WHY is it that when i get angry bcos of ur OWN
mistakes, u get mad at me and at the end i'm the
one who has to say sorry??
WHY?? WHY?? WHY??
i trusted u. i tried to be a good friend to u. i did everything i
could to please u, even if it's not worth doing. i've kept my anger
bcos i know it will lead to disaster. i always reflect every mistakes
i made to u, which are sometimes not even my own
wrong doing.


how come if i have mistakes its like a VERY VERY VERY
big deal to u, even though i didn't do it purposely??
ARE u that PERFECT??
am i always the WRONG ONE??
i did everything jus to change to someone ur more
comfortable to be with, even if i don't like it.
BUT how come u don't have to change some of ur
attitude that bothers me even jus a tiny bit??
I'm tremendously HAPPY to be ur friend
but sometimes i don't think that u feel the same way
for me too.
sometimes i can sense that u don't like it when i'm around
just even sitting beside u is like not very comfortable
for u.
STOP ACTING!!
U dont know how hard it is to find a friend in
this new place and how hard it is to being close
to someone whose just acting to be ur friend.